Im just thinking of something, you know?
no you dont.
why? i dont know.
nostalgia, maybe.

contradictive? yet true.
nonsensical? yet its true again.
wrong? is it? i dont know.
and neither does any of you.
you have no idea.
sadly, so do i.

Sometimes out my window
I notice that you've been crying over him
And I wonder why you just don't
Kick him to the curb

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow

Some nights I can hear you
Screaming on the phone over
something that he did
And I wonder what can I do
To make you throw him out
so you can let me in

I'll melt the snow
Ill melt the snow

But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow
I'll melt the snow

Just something i stole from Davin's blog again

VIRGO - the perfectionist:
Dominant in relationship. Conservative.
Alwats wants the last word. Argumentative.
Worries. Very smart. Eager. Loyal. Hardworking.
Dislikes noise & chaos. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.
Hard to please. Harsh. Often shy.
Practical and very fussy. Pessimistic.

Wow, this sure's true!

Davin says tt these are true:
is tt how he felt about Andrea? haha.

--Guys may be flirting around all daybut before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends toyour boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.


--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously,listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you cansee with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

I miss Onse

Some things are as boring as the dust that clings to your TV screen.

Take toothpaste, for example. If you happen to be a radical mint enthusiast, brushing your teeth might be the highlight of your day. You might have the shiniest teeth in town. You might not want to interrupt your brushing for dinner.. unless the menu includes mint jelly marshmallows.

Huh? Why would something parents try so hard to discourage kids from putting in their mouths smell like blueberries and bananas and cherries, when the toothpaste we try so hard to encourage them to put in their mouths comes in just mint.

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ISWAK is sooooo funny.
I can die just by laughing.

I don't trust you anymore.
And neither do I want to.
I've been hurt, again and again and again.
And it just proves me that you're still the same.
Never change.

All the promises recorded on the phone.
All the cryings that I got every night.
It just made no difference to you,
Everything seems to be forgotten after some time.
Ah, that's life..

What'd I do?
Only a month left.
Well, I guess I'd just close both of my eyes,
Not just one.
Though I'm tired,
Just as tired as you are.
All I have is a month.
After that, I'm still unsure wheter I want to continue.
Maybe we should each move on with our lives..

A leopard never change it's spots.
Its hard to trust.
And its tiring to trust.
It kills me inside.
Slowly, day by day..
You'd kill me eventually.
And you just don't realise it.
I'm nothing, I'm nobody.
You won't give up anything for me.
Maybe to you, I'm not even worth it.
What makes you a man worths more than me.
Though you tell me I mean the world,
I know those are just lies.
Lies that never failed to make me smile &feel loved.
I'm such a fool.
Knowing that I'm fooled,
Yet still feel so happy deep within.

I'll just treasure &cherish all these time that I've left,
And make it the best time of my life.
As best as I could.
At least knowing that you once had it,
Is better than not having it at all.

I'll wish you all the best,
If ever comes a day we part.
Maybe now, isn't the time to be serious with each other.
Maybe..
Maybe when you're more matured,
Maybe when you've really chosen me,
Maybe when you'd give up everything just to be with me,
Maybe when you're tired of the world &feel like settling down,
That will be the very day,
Where I'll give my whole heart to you..

Kissing is the most versatile sport around. There are so many types of kisses to choose from – at least one for just about any occasion. There is the quick peck on the cheek kiss, the peck on each cheek kiss, the peck on your nephew's cheek kiss while grabbing the other cheek flab with your hand, the wildly passionate kiss, the elegant kiss on the hand, the dreaded kiss of death, the "Hey you! Kiss this!", and even the Florida town of Kissimmee (founded, no doubt, by early Italian pioneer kissers).

The Art of Kissing Is Easy

Kissing is easy to transport. It really doesn't matter where you are. You can kiss: at the gym, in the boardroom, in the space shuttle, even in Alaska from June through September.

Kissing requires so little equipment, which means you can do it even when not prepared for the occasion, and even when you have to travel light. This makes it the ideal participation sport for businessmen, world travelers and marsupial groupies.

Kissing always livens things up. Try this: the next time you are in an oh-so-booooring meeting that seems to last oh-so-foreeeeever, why not just kiss somebody. Go ahead; try it. See how it livens things up?

Kissing is legal in all 50 states and most earth-bound countries. Rumors are circulating that kissing will even be legalized soon on Mars, Jupiter and in Afghanistan.

Kissing is 100% biodegradable, so when you kiss somebody, you help the environment.

Kissing is safe to do in a moving vehicle, as long as you are not driving.

Kissing is non toxic...unless you kiss somebody who has just swallowed a bottle of Drano. Even so, kissing is still safe, as long as you do not use your mouth.

Kissing is non-fattening. This is perhaps the best news of all, because dieters now have something to keep their mouths busy while not eating, and smokers can quit smoking without having to chew candies until they a) need to diet or b) induce diabetes.

Kissing is organic, low in sodium, preservative-free, low in saturated fats and does not contain dozens of delicious ingredients that cannot be pronounced, like javelchromopntheoremicherbicidic acid.

Most kisses are not tested on animals, but who am I to stifle your sense of adventure?

You can kiss just about everyone: your boyfriend, your aunt, your wife, your veterinarian, the Prime Minister of the Duchy of Grand Fenwick and your pet aardvark. Don't try kissing them all at the same time, though...especially not your boyfriend and your wife.

Kissing meets the toughest safety regulations of any national or international sporting organization. Kissing has a tremendous safety record, except for the occasional locked braces. But a quick call for a AAA tow truck fixes that problem (CAA in Canada, AA in the UK, the local plumber in France)

Over &over again, problems seems endless..
Why do we have to face this every single day {?}
We're both so weary, barely any strength left to even talk things out,
And to face things like this, bravely.

Fear of rejection &failure haunts us,
Pessimism comes into play.
Why put us into all these trials {?}

Can't it just be a simple i love you,
you love me feeling {?}

Is it true that as long as love is present, forgiveness are ever-ready {?}
Is it true that when love gets too strong, it will eventually break us apart {?}

This felt like any other time -
Any other heart breaks;
Any other hurts.

You promised not to be like any other guy,
But the truth is,
Guys will be guys.
This was how i felt,
Back then..

So let's patch up &forget today, shall we?
Forget everything that had happened in the past,
&start the feeling anew.

Yet,
You chose to run away,
Just like any other guys,
Just like any other people,
Just like any other irresponsible someone.
If you want it, you have to get it.
Can I really rely on you throughout my life {?}
Rely on someone that doesn't wanna face the truth {?}
Someone who gets weary easily {?}

One year down the road,
Two years down the road,
Ten years down the road,
Forty years down the road..
Will you promise me not to get weary again after this {?}

The beginning of everything is always sweet,
That is when love blooms and comes to play.
After which: trials, commitments, duty, responsibility is put to test.
Where are you now {?}
You seem so far away, far within reach.
Didn't you said that you will be committed to us {?}

Am I wrong {?}
Am I wrong to feel this way {?}
Am I wrong to have loved you {?}

I guess right now, at this mere age,
Love's not something that someone will really commit himself/herself into.
Love at this age is nothing but false hopes &false statements.

I guess after today,
Everything won't be the same anymore.
No matter how hard you try to fit in,
It's not gonna be the same.
Things change,
People change,
Surroundings change;
Life's ever-changing, don't you think {?}

Just accept it,
&you'd be glad you moved on one day.

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

What am I to you?

Tujuh Sifat Cowok:

1. Kreatif
2. Ambisius
3. Modern
4. Pesimis
5. Radikal
6. Eksotik
7. Tangguh
Kalau di singkat;
Sifat cowok itu
{K.A.M.P.R.E.T}

.You Know You Are an Indonesian If{?}

# Your stomach growls when you don't eat rice for a day.
# You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food.
# You think our country is a democracy.
# You talk during a movie.
# You use a bucket instead of toilet paper in the bathroom.
# You eat fried rice in the morning.
# You prefer Versace or Moschino jeans over Gap or Levi's.
# You don't think Jim Carrey is funny.
# You think Onky Alexander is a hunk.
# You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan.
# You carry a 16 oz. jar of sambal to where ever you travel.
# Driving a car that is cheaper than $15,000 embarrasses you.
# You think dangdut is stupid, but listen to it anyways, because you are homesick.
# You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempe.
# You are "Dreaming of a WARM Christmas".
# You are very good at avoiding potholes and other road hazards.
# Your local McDonald's serves rice and sambal.
# You think Supermi is a staple food.
# You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine/pay phone.
# You have ever successfully bribed a police officer.
# You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer.
# You have smuggled electronics and porn into Indonesia.
# You do your shopping in Singapore.
# Your drivers license claims you are 5 years older then you really are.
# You have ever legally bought pirated software.
# You have ever been forced to memorize UUD'45.
# You have bought something from a barefooted street peddler.
# You know exactly how many islands Indonesia has.
# You have ever eaten something sold off a cart on wheels.
# You realized that money is everything before you were six.
# The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word "Jakarta" is "macet".
# Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train.
# Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free.
# You don't mind people being late.
# You think standing in line is a waste of time.
# You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera.
# You have used a mosquito repellant that looks like a coil and is lit on one end.
# You use the terms "Ni yee", "-lah" and "Ih, jijay" on daily basis
# You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart.
# You complain that movies in America don't have sub-titles.
# Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials.
# You have ever consulted a dukun.
# Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it.
# You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions.
# You like the smell of terasi.
# You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl.
# You can name a manufacturer of shuttlecocks/badminton birdies.
# You have a 16' satellite dish hidden in your back yard.
# You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels.
# You miss your maid during laundry day.
# Your clothing has brand names printed on it that is visible from 50' away.
# You attend weddings only until you are done eating.
# You have attended weddings that you are not invited to.
# You go to McDonald's to get your weekly supply of ketchup, salt, pepper and napkins.
# You know more than one music group that stole the tune of Cranberries' "Zombie".
# You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table.
# You make major decisions based on gengsi.
# You take advantage of Wal-Mart's 30 days money-back-guarantee to "borrow" home appliances.
# Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar.
# You have paid more then $1000 to get your name on your license plate.
# When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing.

Don't you ever wish, you were someone else?
Someone much better than yourself,
Whom at least looks perfect in everybody's eyes?
Changes around you makes you feel sick,
Feelings turn as situations lead you to.
Trials doesn't make you stronger,
They demolish your grip & make you weak.
They bite into your heart,
Slicing and wounding it,
Killing you softly with each spoken word.
You start losing all battles,
Not knowing how to fight anymore.
You lost all tinge of hope,
You lost all dreams you've had.
Disappointment rushes into your heart,
Fear of lost overwhelms you;
Hurt causes tears to well in your eyes.
You start fretting but to no avail.
Nobody's with you.
You are alone - remember that;
You know you can't depend on others.
The thought of it made your back chill,
You want to depend on this special person,
Dedicate your life into his hands.
Yet you're contradicting yourself deep within.
The pain in your heart is excruciating.
You feel the hurt causing your heart:
To shudder at every word & action.
The wound is deep,
You need help, immediately.
Yet each time you sought help,
Further complications made:
Causes whips of burns in your heart,
Your heart bleeds even worst.
Things continues..
Accusations piles,
Blames stacks.
You don't know who you are anymore.
You don't know who to be,
The will of life is lost,
You feel real hurt.
And you don't know how to express yourself,
If you do..
The wheel spins with a full spin again..
You're getting tired & old,
Yet your heart still feel strongly.

Oh is that right?
I don't believe in anything.