Thursday, July 22, 2004
i wanna cut hair. i feel like cutting hair. i wanna dye hair. i wanna dye white. ahh. i cant wait for sch to be over. i hate sch. why do we hav to go to sch? ahhh. im going cranky again now. damn it.
Francesca
Yolanda
Crystal
wher r u guys? miss ya all lots. hiks. i feel so lonely sometimes. sighs. never mind.
seriousli. im havin a major breakdwn now. sms-in rachel now. at least i feel better. at least. i still hav someone to talk to. sighs. yeaps. n she noes evryting bout him. yeaps. sigh. dunno why. i feel so so sick todae.
i realised tt clappin again with one hand is hard. its very very hard.
n im getting tired of trying.
should i continue trying?
i feel so lost. i really dont know what to do.
can someone tell me?
i dont know wat happened to me today.
come on. im not like tat usually.
wat happened??
although sometimes i just feel like breaking down.
i always acted strong.
its real hard. im veri tired now.
its been like 5 mnths?