got a new teddy bear recently.
david gave it to me.
been long since i received one.
the last time was on vday?
half of my collection of soft toys,
came from david.
haaa.

its nice having a bro at times.
really.
although they werent really tt close to you.
hmm. at least u know tt someone actually cared.
i mean im not expecting ppl to like,
"hey how are you" "takecare" everyday,
jus simple things tt ppl do,
make me happy enough.

still remember,
on my 8'th bday.
the first bday i had in sg.
david gave me 2 big carboard box full of soft toys.
and he bothered to send it from states.
well, jus a card would do.
why go all the trouble right?
hmm. din really like tell him i was so happy.
i only thanked him.
i was really afraid to slp alone in tt room tt time.
so all the soft toys he gave,
was placed on the bed wimme.
haa. my bed was so packed wif toys,
tt i hardly have any space.
hehh.
albert gave a silly looking soft toy on my 8th bday too.
it was the orange one, wif the popped up eyes.

hmm.
been so long since im under one roof with my bro.
now tt we're on e same roof,
its quite good actually.
at least i have some company.

im lonely in sg.
yeah. one house, only you n the maid.
tt's why din really like to go home.
and in indo?
parents go work.
only u n the maid too.
and when you're in the office?
evryone's busy wif work.
so only you again.
bleahh.

last time,
when david first learnt driving,
he and sisca sent me for my ballet lessons.
lol.
couldnt forget tt.

hmm.
last time the 3 of us were crazy.
we played together and stuffs yah?
remember the monorail we took?
there were only the 3 of us.
and we took the goddamn pics.
haaa. so lame.
taking pic in monorails? err.

n tt time.
got tis circus festival thinggy in the hotel?
we went and played the arcade.
the one wif all the soft toys?
and i was lousy at them.
so both of ya played,
and gave me all the soft toys!
lol. there was a lot.
bout 20? haha.

hmm.
and at the disneyland?
lol. me n albert went to play on this rollercoaster thinggy.
and cos the queue was long.
and david thought we actually got lost.
and he freaked out.
lol. went looking all over for me n albert.
when actually we were still inside? hahaa.

haaa.
my bros actually rock.
yeap. though we din meet for quite some time.
hmm. at first it feels weird.
they're jus like strangers.
but the fun naturally comes after a while.
hehh.