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Friday, November 04, 2005

if only everything had happened earlier.
maybe it wouldnt be like tt?
i dont know.. really.
is tt the right thing im doing?

i've said wrong things to THREE(3) persons today.
and i dont know..
i really feel..
so bad.

first:
im so rude to my maid,
and yes, i say hurtful things at times.

second:
i know i look like i dont care,
but i do care,
its just tt,
i dont know,
maybe today im so pissed tt ahhh,
okay, i dont know how to say.

and why must everything crop up today?
its like,
im not good at handling such situations.

third:
its not tt i dont want to,
i want tt.
its just tt,
maybe im refraining myself from wanting tt.
cos, i feel tt..
its not right to do so?
i dont know..
i do feel tt way, but i think i shouldnt?
so what should i do?
im at a loss and can somebody like tell me what to do?

just be my instructor for like once?

12:30 AM;

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