Have you ever come to a situation,
Where you dont know what to do?
If you do this, you're so wrong!
Again, if you dont do this,
you're not imparting yourself justice.

so i talked to jing and est,
about bla bla.
argh, i feel like killing myself!
Jing's actually in some kind of situation,
almost the same as mine.
so what'd i do?

i hate it when you girls bitch around to me.
yucks! i find it so gross;
extracular disgusting.

so i reckon the wise thing to do now's,
stay me! okay, i may be acting so hypocritishly.
(cos probably i'll just be sarcastic to you lah huh?)
but hey, tts so much better than being scandalous right?
besides, due to some circumstances,
things have been made in such a way.

and there's this another one!
omg, me and esther hated her like hell.
shucks, stop trying to attract attention in front of me.
but thank god,
this one's less gross than the other.
you know, maybe you just need to behave normally.
and stop trying to be so outstanding.
HAHA. we're mean.
did you happen to sense my sarcasm today?

another sucky thing about today is tt,
im in trouble again.
deep shit as usual.

there was this spot check thinggy after assembly.
(we were released at 530)
and apparently darling soon caught me for dyed hair.
and he told lammy dear about it.
awww, and the sickening VP was sitting right behind me throughout.
so.. she blabbered so much about my pink clip,
and even told the whole sec3 batch about my ohsopink clip.
great! and yes, she came over to me and..

"cindy stand up"

okay, so i stood up.

"just now you werent wearing this clip!"
(i changed my clip to a brown one after she blabbered so much)

"oh."

"and your hair's tinted, i want to see it black tomorrow"

ohmygod, it was already so late, you dont expect me to dye my hair right?!?
do i have the time? im a busyman.

"okay.."

"so where are you dying your hair, salon/DYI?"

"i dont know.."

"hey! im asking you a question, answer me"

how the hell am i supposed to know right?
i'll see where i feel like it right?
its none of her business anw.

"see where i like"

"okay.. i heard you've improved from last year.
i didnt hear anymore complaints about you towards the second half of the year,
just tt maybe your grooming's still not up to standard"

"okay.."

"so how is studies? common test's 2 weeks away, are you going to score?"

how do you want me to answer you?
if you set the paper easily?

"i dont know, see how later"

"okay, see me tomorrow morning with your hair black; oh, your skirt's short btw, you need to get a new skirt, can you lengthen in somemore?"

"its long, very long already"

"oh nonono, you're gonna grow tall in a while, it'll outgrow you soon"

"im not growing anymore"

please, my skirt was so hell long cos i unfolded it.
it was somewhere along my kneecap and she said its not long?!?
i look like a nerd already!
crap lah, tts what happens when you get your name blacklisted.
every teacher'll come picking on you.
its sucky, really.

hence, after i was released at 530,
i was late for piano.
cool huh?

anyway, whats with the letter from the alumnus?
i think you people should just mind your own businesses.
you guys are out of the school,
and we rule the school now,
so just stay out of our affair and
MAKE LIFE EASIER for us.
stop putting pressure on us by telling the school tt our grooming sucks.
hello, its our problem right?
you dont have to report every single thing we do outside school,
to the school? whats tt?!?
seems like you people're too free huh?
maybe sometimes its better to close one eye.

i realised tt,
the sec3 this year's the lousiest batch huh?
worst grooming?
hopeless cases?