Why is life so full of uncertainty? Why is money such a big issue in this world? At one moment, someone can be so friggin' rich tt he/she doesnt even have to care about working/usage of money cos money never runs out on you; And the next, there comes bankrupcy! Money's a limited thing to he/she bcos everything is so tight. Why is the world based on materialism? Cant we all live equally and just enjoy life, and have everything tt you want, and not forgetting to do anything tt you want.

I've decided not to shop tt much, and not spend so much money. Cos firstly, i think tt'll be tough on my parents, as one of us's still not working, and he's just, you know.. yeah, and the another's still out there, enjoying life, whom nobody knows where-the-hell he is, or what he's up to, and obviously, he splurge like there's no tomorrow. Failure. And the last's still studying, and only at secondary level, with 10 more years down the road to go. Although yes, i do wanna be like tt ass, but i think, its kind of a torture to my parents, based on their accumulation of age, i think at this point of moment, its time they get sick of working, and they shouldnt be worried so much of us. Sigh, blame it on being the last. Screw.

Life's tough. I dont know.. My dad seems to be telling me a story, and my mom tells me another. I dont know which to live with. My dad claims tt my mom doesnt know the situations and she just do whatever she likes with the money, she doesnt think before using. And my mom, tells me tt she's the one tts bothered by work, while my dad just sit around and do nothing, she said tt the company wont survive w/o her. My dad doesnt know anything. Okay, so which should i believe? There's two sides to every story i suppose. They're pathetic to think back actually. And i guess its all our fault. But hey, who doesnt wanna lead a good and carefree life?

Its SS and CHEM tmr, and look at what im doing? argh. At this point, i haven't even touch SS, isnt tt great?