Skul din turn out great today. wore tis stupid kimono. changed in e mornin. late for flag raising cos of tt. counsillors bk me, bluey n whittey. sickenin. but luckyli, my darling soon din call for me. pheeww.
 
Lotsa ppl was commenting on our costumes. they suck. some gd, some r idiotic. why cant i wear something tt u're not? why cant i have wat u dont? why cant i be different? everyone is different. dont u understand tt? not even two single souls are equally the same. i hate u guys.
 
Went hm with rk, ry, shinny n bluey. we were crappin bout lotsa teachers. haha. n e way we sit were horrible. it was just rude. hahas. but we were havin fun then. at least betta than e morning. hahas. met lucky on e bus. hahas. went hm together.
 
Bluey came my house. we studied at e meeting rm together. then she told me stuffs bout him.
she liked him so hell lot.i realised tt i can never be as faithfull as her. but i started to think back.. y did i ever like A? wats so gd bout him?
 
i guess A is e only guy i've ever liked n admired for so long. hahas. but of cos. no one noes bout tis. except someone. hahas. well. i never tell anione bout tis except her. why din i tell anyone? cos i was afraid tat he might noe about it. i noe i'll never have e chance. so wats e point of embarassing myself in frnt of him rite? well. i dont know. although i like another guy now. but sometimes he just pop up at my mind. oh boy. im never told A tt i like him. n i WILL NOT. i dont know why. but its just tt. when i tink of wats gonna happen next. i just felt sorta queasy. cos i noe nth can happen between us. n tis makes me sick. okies. im avoiding him now. we talk less now. n yeah. got further apart i guess. he helped me in my studies. n coach me. n he told me wat to do n how to smile. hahas. to tink back. it was really sweet of him. but hey. he's gone of my mind now. im gonna forget him soon. hahas. im just bloggin bout tis cos bluey talk bout e guy she like a lot. n yeah. this reminds me of him. hmm.
 
okies. no more A for me. i can still go on.