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Saturday, January 15, 2005

I feel like throwing my fone off.
and destroying my computer.
tt'll feel real good.

im weird.
i get tongue tied at times.
i wanna say something.
but i dunno how to say it.
so in the end,
i'll jus shut my mouth.
its very sickening at times.
cos ppl would get the wrong idea of ya.
yeah.
but it aint my fault.
i wanna talk,
i wanna say something,
its just tt..
i dunno wat to say,
or how to say it.

when i feel like talking to someone,
i'll just scroll down my phonebook,
and guess wat?
i dunno who to call.
so in the end,
didnt call at all.
im so indecisive,
im such a muddlehead.
i do wanna call someone!
but i keep thinking,
"eh? tis person's confirm busy?
eh? tis person might not wanna talk to me?
eh? im not so close to tis person?
eh? eh? eh?" etc.

video taking today.
lin was supposed to drill.
but she got sicked.
and she claimed tt its my fault?
ehh. haha. sorry lah.
so yeah, she asked me to replace her.

hot.
sunny.
stupid cars.
and everybody was like so.. attitude?
pumped 40.

im back home once again.
alone.
lonely.
yeah.

5:31 PM;

kLA VOISINE

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