im feeling real dead now.
i mean it.
yeah.
im dead in sch,
im dead at home,
and the hot weather's jus making it worst.

planned to come home and study,
but, dont seem to have the mood right now.
yeah. and today's lessons were boring too.
at times, i do really really hate band alot.
and i dont know why.
i just do.
at times.

pene and kat's out cycling.
and im at home.
sitting on the chair,
facing the comp,
in the quiet room.
i do wish there's someone who can accompany me when i feel really dead.
yeah. someone who could crap around wimme.
someone who could make life funner for me.

i miss last year.
everyone were so crazy.
everyday was so fun-packed.
u wont know wats gonna happen tomorrow.
everything's just a surprise.
and school's like so hell cool.
i love all the excitements.

and tis year?
its all...
very dead.
all the fun's gone.
people's no longer mad.
they're all pia-ing like shit.
yeah.

im left alone;
nobody to go out and have fun wifme.
it just feels.. kinda depressing.
im not the kind who's into studying.
u cant get me studying if i dont want to.
and usually,
i only study a week before the exam.
so yeah.
i wanna play.
i wanna have fun.
but there's just nobody who's willing to play and have fun wifme.

yeah,
go out,
have fun,
forget bout everything,
and just let go of everything.

tt'll be nice.